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My Explorer Returns to Istanbul

Istanbul Old City

Istanbul Old City

My daughter has returned to her teaching job in Istanbul. She signed a two-year contract and completed her first year of teaching English literature and writing to Turkish teenagers at a private school. Then she made plans to come home to Portland for a two-month summer holiday.

On the night she planned to leave, she was making final preparations before wheeling her suitcase down the street to meet a friend, who would share a cab to Ataturk Airport with

Ataturk Airport attack

Ataturk Airport attack

her, when she saw a news flash: Istanbul’s airport was under attack by terrorists. The airport was promptly shut down and she wasn’t able to leave the country for another three days.

I had breathed sighs of relief after several previous terrorist attacks in Istanbul that she had been lucky enough to avoid. But the attack on the airport, on the same evening that she had planned to go there, was a little too close for comfort. For the first time I felt real fear for her safety. When she finally arrived at the Portland airport, I couldn’t stop hugging her.

Still, she planned to return after her vacation. And I never gave up on my plan of going to live with her, at least for a month or two, in an attempt to finally reach fluency in Turkish after my years of study. She had even requested a larger apartment for the next school year, just to accommodate me.

And then . . . July 15 happened. A military coup shook Turkey. When I heard the first reports I thought that President Erdoğan had pushed the country too far with his despotic

After the Coup

After the Coup

version of democracy. When Erdoğan began arresting thousands, that was bad enough, but when he claimed that the United States was the real enemy, I suddenly didn’t want my daughter to fulfill her contract.

To me, it seemed too dangerous for a young American woman to wander among crowds of people incited by the leader they blindly follow. If one of them identified her as an American, ergo, the enemy, all manner of terrible scenarios might arise.

By early August, I was comfortable with the fact that my daughter would not return to Turkey. She had even interviewed for a new job in Portland.

And then . . . August 6 happened. That was the date of the annual reunion of alumni of Portland State University’s Middle East Studies Center. That’s where I had studied Turkish as an undergrad, before being encouraged by the director of the center to continue with graduate studies at the University of Chicago. PSU’s Middle East Studies Center was where other students had studied Arabic and were recruited after graduation by the CIA, the NSA, and the State Department. That’s where hundreds of students had had their horizons expanded and for careers chose work that drew upon their knowledge of the world and its cultures.

Meriwether came along to the reunion and ended up talking to a number of

Meriwether Lewis

Meriwether Lewis

people who had survived war zones, natural disasters, the hardships and remoteness of travel to the far ends of the earth. Suddenly, the slim possibility that one of her neighbors in Istanbul might lash out at her because of her nationality seemed like a small problem.

By that evening she had made her decision: she would return and fulfill her contract. And suddenly my maternal fears were replaced by pride. I did, after all, name her after an intrepid explorer. And now I see that she is living up to her name.

 

“Hyperbole and a Half” — a Bill Gates pick

I just finished a book that was recommended by Bill Gates. Yeah, that Bill Gates. TheBillGates Microsoft guy.

I never imagined that I would ever be following book recommendations by Bill Gates, but after I stumbled upon an article about his book blog, I found the subject intriguing enough (I mean, if I can never find time to blog, how does a hugely powerful and busy business leader manage to write a book blog?!) that I not only read the whole article, but I made a Hyperbolebooknote of one of the books mentioned in the article, “Hyperbole and a Half.” The article said Gates had found this graphic memoir laugh-out-loud hilarious.

The article also mentioned that the author, Allie Brosh, is a young woman living in my home state, in the city of Bend, Oregon, where she writes her blog of the same name, Hyperbole and a Half. Bill Gates + laugh-out-loud + Oregon was enough to send me to the library.

It was a strange sensation to be reading Brosh’s book and enjoying her crude but clever illustrations, and all of a sudden to laugh out loud. Every time that happened, I felt a special kinship with Bill and I wondered if the scenes that had tickled me were the same ones that had made him explode in an appreciative laugh.

First of all, Brosh’s own character, which she drew with Paintbrush, amused me every time it appeared. At first I thought she was depicting herself as a fish with a pink body and cakeyellow dorsal fin. But no, I read that the drawing was of a girl with a blonde ponytail and a pink dress. Her odd looks add to the humor of her stories, particularly “The God of Cake.”

I also loved her dog drawings. She has two dogs: the simple dog and the helper dog. The Allie's dogsfluidity of her drawings make the dogs look like they’re made from Silly Putty. But at the same time, these goofy creatures are uncannily realistic. I recognized my own dog’s behavior in their odd antics. I also recognized my own behavior and some of my own secret demented thoughts in Brosh’s character. She is excellent at pinpointing human foibles.

Brosch also tackles quite serious topics, namely her own battle with depression. But what better therapy for her than to bring cheer to others with her hilarious illustrated memoir and to gain recognition and respect for her delightful creativity.

Thanks for the book recommendation, Bill Gates! Keep ’em coming!

The Big Red One

The Big Red One

The Big Red One

In the past eight months, I’ve become quite the expert on war films. Nine months ago, I would never have imagined myself making that claim.

I had an aversion to war films. I avoided watching them, believing that I abhorred violence and any bit of manipulative moviemaking that might inspire a new, untouched generation to try their hand at war.

But that was before I met Mel. Last December I got an email from a woman in San Francisco and an Air Force veteran who said she was seeking a writer for a man with whom she’d been corresponding. He was a 93-year-old veteran of World War II, the Korean War and the Vietnam War. He had been wounded and highly decorated in all three wars.

I agreed to meet him. Something abut his character and spirit compelled me to say yes to his request that I write his biography. We began meeting at least once a week to talk about his life as a soldier. My respect and affection for him grew with each meeting.

Sometimes words failed him when he was trying to express a strong emotion about warfare. When that happened, Mel would give me a film recommendation. To better understand him and what motivated him — not only to lead men in combat in three wars, but to perform extraordinary feats of heroism and risk his own life to protect the men he commanded – I started watching war films.

After watching about a dozen films, I thought I had seen most of the notable World War II films . . . and then some. I had heard of Gregory Peck’s The Man in the Gray Flannel Suit, but hadn’t realized that Peck played a former paratrooper, like Mel. And I watched William Holden in The Bridges of Toko-Ri, mostly because Mel was so taken by the last line: “Where do we get such men?”

Each of Mel’s film recommendations gave me a special insight into his character. And then just last week I stumbled across one I hadn’t yet seen: The Big Red One.

This film caught my attention because Mel had served with the 1st Infantry Division and was proud to be part of The Big Red One. But he had joined their ranks while in post-war Germany.

This story, starring Lee Marvin and Mark Hamill, was autobiographical, about the experiences in World War II of the director, Samuel Fuller. It told of a squad of four privates (including the soldier modeled after Fuller) led by a tough sergeant who was a veteran of World War I.

Lee Marvin, squad leader

Lee Marvin, squad leader

The Big Red One fought in North Africa and Europe. Mel, commanding a platoon of fellow paratroopers, fought in the Philippines. Despite the differences, it was this film that best helped me understand Mel, male camaraderie, and a soldier’s toughness and tenderness. I saw Mel – as he was in later wars, as a seasoned veteran — in the character of the sergeant, played beautifully by Lee Marvin.

Sadly, Mel died just four and a half months after we met. My book proposal was based on the 18 interviews I had with him. If I get the green light to write his life story, I’ll do an even better job of it after seeing this extraordinary film, The Big Red One.

The film was first released in 1980, but it had been butchered by the studio from Fuller’s original four-hour length. The film was restored and, at a length of almost three hours, entered into the Cannes Film Festival in 2004. Mel never mentioned seeing The Big Red One, but I think he would have loved it. Of the dozen or so war films I’ve seen since meeting Mel, this was my absolute favorite.