Archive for Susan Hauser

My Explorer Returns to Istanbul

Istanbul Old City

Istanbul Old City

My daughter has returned to her teaching job in Istanbul. She signed a two-year contract and completed her first year of teaching English literature and writing to Turkish teenagers at a private school. Then she made plans to come home to Portland for a two-month summer holiday.

On the night she planned to leave, she was making final preparations before wheeling her suitcase down the street to meet a friend, who would share a cab to Ataturk Airport with

Ataturk Airport attack

Ataturk Airport attack

her, when she saw a news flash: Istanbul’s airport was under attack by terrorists. The airport was promptly shut down and she wasn’t able to leave the country for another three days.

I had breathed sighs of relief after several previous terrorist attacks in Istanbul that she had been lucky enough to avoid. But the attack on the airport, on the same evening that she had planned to go there, was a little too close for comfort. For the first time I felt real fear for her safety. When she finally arrived at the Portland airport, I couldn’t stop hugging her.

Still, she planned to return after her vacation. And I never gave up on my plan of going to live with her, at least for a month or two, in an attempt to finally reach fluency in Turkish after my years of study. She had even requested a larger apartment for the next school year, just to accommodate me.

And then . . . July 15 happened. A military coup shook Turkey. When I heard the first reports I thought that President Erdoğan had pushed the country too far with his despotic

After the Coup

After the Coup

version of democracy. When Erdoğan began arresting thousands, that was bad enough, but when he claimed that the United States was the real enemy, I suddenly didn’t want my daughter to fulfill her contract.

To me, it seemed too dangerous for a young American woman to wander among crowds of people incited by the leader they blindly follow. If one of them identified her as an American, ergo, the enemy, all manner of terrible scenarios might arise.

By early August, I was comfortable with the fact that my daughter would not return to Turkey. She had even interviewed for a new job in Portland.

And then . . . August 6 happened. That was the date of the annual reunion of alumni of Portland State University’s Middle East Studies Center. That’s where I had studied Turkish as an undergrad, before being encouraged by the director of the center to continue with graduate studies at the University of Chicago. PSU’s Middle East Studies Center was where other students had studied Arabic and were recruited after graduation by the CIA, the NSA, and the State Department. That’s where hundreds of students had had their horizons expanded and for careers chose work that drew upon their knowledge of the world and its cultures.

Meriwether came along to the reunion and ended up talking to a number of

Meriwether Lewis

Meriwether Lewis

people who had survived war zones, natural disasters, the hardships and remoteness of travel to the far ends of the earth. Suddenly, the slim possibility that one of her neighbors in Istanbul might lash out at her because of her nationality seemed like a small problem.

By that evening she had made her decision: she would return and fulfill her contract. And suddenly my maternal fears were replaced by pride. I did, after all, name her after an intrepid explorer. And now I see that she is living up to her name.

 

My Stay in a Media Pen

It never fails to strike fear in my heart when I hear of politicians who have railed against journalists, trying to persuade their followers that it is the fault of the journalists that there are blots on their records, not through any wrong-doing of their own.

The Press

The Press

Recently I read an article by a woman journalist who has been following the Trump campaign. She said that her comfort level has plummeted over the months of the campaign so that on some days she really feels threatened by the anti-journalist fervor that Trump stirs up in his followers. She said that as she stood with other reporters listening to Trump’s latest rant against her kind, a woman in the audience turned to look at this journalist with withering disgust. “Bitch!” she said. She told of a TV news cameraman who was scanning the crowd with his camera, only to be met by a Trump follower who jutted his two middle fingers into the viewfinder.

One thing this journalist wrote particularly struck me and brought back a flood of unpleasant memories from my experience of covering George Bush’s first inauguration for The Wall Street Journal. She referred to being in the journalists’ pen. When I got rustled into a media pen at the inaugural ball, I thought this was just a Bush thing, a way to keep journalists under control. I have no idea if Democrats also round up journalists and pen them during events; I just know that it felt pretty awful to be treated like livestock.

All the President's Men

All the President’s Men

When I arrived at the ball and presented my press credentials, the woman who checked me in called out, “Susan Hauser, Wall Street Journal,” and instantly a handsome young man appeared at my side, held out his arm and escorted me into the ballroom. I thought, “Yeah, this is all right! They know how to show respect.” But my self-satisfaction dissolved when my escort took me over to a corner where journalists were ordered to stay. He led me to an empty chair and told me I was required to sit in that chair for the duration of the event. “We don’t want you on the floor when the President arrives,” he said.

“What if I need to go to the bathroom?” I asked. He gestured to a number of people whose name tags bore a color that identified them as being part of the event staff. “Get the attention of one of the monitors if you need to be taken to the bathroom.”

On either side of me were reporters from the New York Times and the Washington Post. I also chatted with a woman who was an editor at Newsweek magazine. Impressive publications – to me, certainly, but probably not to the Bush folks that night.

I did get taken to the bathroom once and felt like I was in kindergarten. Finally, I waited

His Girl Friday

His Girl Friday

until all the monitors were looking the other way, turned over my name tag so no one could see the offensive word PRESS and I took off and never looked back at the pen where my fellow journalists were still imprisoned. I felt so reckless, so dangerous, so free.

If that had happened in 2016 instead of in January 2001, and if the Great Man in question had been Trump instead of Bush, who knows what would have happened while I was enjoying my freedom from the pen. I might have gotten beat up. Maybe even shot in the back! At the very least, I would have been ejected from what wasn’t much of a party. I mean really: Marie Osmond and Meat Loaf as headliners?

These are dangerous times indeed for journalists covering American politics. I hope every one of them survives to celebrate the election of Hillary.

 

“Hyperbole and a Half” — a Bill Gates pick

I just finished a book that was recommended by Bill Gates. Yeah, that Bill Gates. TheBillGates Microsoft guy.

I never imagined that I would ever be following book recommendations by Bill Gates, but after I stumbled upon an article about his book blog, I found the subject intriguing enough (I mean, if I can never find time to blog, how does a hugely powerful and busy business leader manage to write a book blog?!) that I not only read the whole article, but I made a Hyperbolebooknote of one of the books mentioned in the article, “Hyperbole and a Half.” The article said Gates had found this graphic memoir laugh-out-loud hilarious.

The article also mentioned that the author, Allie Brosh, is a young woman living in my home state, in the city of Bend, Oregon, where she writes her blog of the same name, Hyperbole and a Half. Bill Gates + laugh-out-loud + Oregon was enough to send me to the library.

It was a strange sensation to be reading Brosh’s book and enjoying her crude but clever illustrations, and all of a sudden to laugh out loud. Every time that happened, I felt a special kinship with Bill and I wondered if the scenes that had tickled me were the same ones that had made him explode in an appreciative laugh.

First of all, Brosh’s own character, which she drew with Paintbrush, amused me every time it appeared. At first I thought she was depicting herself as a fish with a pink body and cakeyellow dorsal fin. But no, I read that the drawing was of a girl with a blonde ponytail and a pink dress. Her odd looks add to the humor of her stories, particularly “The God of Cake.”

I also loved her dog drawings. She has two dogs: the simple dog and the helper dog. The Allie's dogsfluidity of her drawings make the dogs look like they’re made from Silly Putty. But at the same time, these goofy creatures are uncannily realistic. I recognized my own dog’s behavior in their odd antics. I also recognized my own behavior and some of my own secret demented thoughts in Brosh’s character. She is excellent at pinpointing human foibles.

Brosch also tackles quite serious topics, namely her own battle with depression. But what better therapy for her than to bring cheer to others with her hilarious illustrated memoir and to gain recognition and respect for her delightful creativity.

Thanks for the book recommendation, Bill Gates! Keep ’em coming!